Watta manth is, What a month with a NY accent! This last month has been soooo stressful! Without details, let's just say, I hope it gets better :) I'm leaving for my trip to Upstate NY tomorrow night and I actually feel to worn out to go but my sister won't let me stay home. It's funny that home is where you're suppose to be at peace but there has been so much chaos with the situation with Brian's mother being ill and Kevin staying here. All month I was seriously attacked with health problems and it just got to be too much for me to handle. And, I know all of you can relate to the hundreds of little things that go awry during the big things too! But there's one great thing that happened this month....I never blamed God, I just chose to see Him in it with me! I took my own advise and pictured it all happening in His hand. I acknowledged that the world and people are out of control but God is not! It did make a difference, a big difference!
I snapped a couple times, but it was from pushing myself to far without nourishing, quenching or resting. I saw that the times I snap are the times when I furiously or angrily push on (like when I'm trying to fix the computer and it doesn't want to be fixed). I'm learning to step back and do my check-list.....Have I eaten? Have I hydrated? Am I rested? Does this HAVE to be done right now or can it wait?....
Wisdom is the key to peace. Pull back, compose, reassess, pray and then make a decision. Like right now...my husband will be home any minute and he called ahead to let me know that he needs the computer. So, the wise thing for me right now would be to finish this quick and redirect myself. I'm not even going to spell check this or re-read it (that's hard for me :)
I probably won't post from my vacation because I am not a multi-tasker, so take the next week to re-read some of my older posts and maybe forward to a friend. Check back at the end of next week because I'm going to have some awesome pictures from New England and I know that there is going to be some terrific posts because whenever Satan wants to keep you from something great, he always afflicts you to get you not to do it! This last month makes me not want to go to NY, but I've wised up to the enemies attacks and schemes and I know that doing the complete opposite of what I don't feel like doing will bring a huge blessing!
Love you all! Be blessed and be a blessing, I'll meet you back here in a week! XOXOXOXOXO
High Sierra's in California / Just a taste of the Autumn pic's to come from NY! |
Wisdom is the key to peace. Pull back, compose, reassess, pray and then make a decision. Like right now...my husband will be home any minute and he called ahead to let me know that he needs the computer. So, the wise thing for me right now would be to finish this quick and redirect myself. I'm not even going to spell check this or re-read it (that's hard for me :)
I probably won't post from my vacation because I am not a multi-tasker, so take the next week to re-read some of my older posts and maybe forward to a friend. Check back at the end of next week because I'm going to have some awesome pictures from New England and I know that there is going to be some terrific posts because whenever Satan wants to keep you from something great, he always afflicts you to get you not to do it! This last month makes me not want to go to NY, but I've wised up to the enemies attacks and schemes and I know that doing the complete opposite of what I don't feel like doing will bring a huge blessing!
Love you all! Be blessed and be a blessing, I'll meet you back here in a week! XOXOXOXOXO
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