There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Wednesday, July 11, 2012

Who to Blame?

My child,

I know how you're feeling right now. It's awful, painful and you want to blame someone for all of it. It seems as if the smallest, not to mention the biggest of your prayers are being ignored and you are all alone. You're left with confusion and anger on top of your mental, physical and emotional fatigue. I know, I know my sweet child, I felt the same way when my Father had to turn from me at Calvary. I had never been separated from Him before and the feelings of being forsaken were too much to bear. Physical pain, emotional devastation and mental torture were all suffered for only one reason, "For the joy that was set before me." That joy was "you" beloved! As you go through these hard times, make "Me" the joy set before you, and we will endure it all together.

This world is rugged terrain with many dangers, disappointments, infirmities and devastation's. It won't always be like this, remember that I have gone to prepare a place for you that is beyond your wildest imaginations of what joy can be like. So, for this momentary life, although it seems like your sorrows will never end, I promise they will. But you can't make it through all this if you're blaming me. It is the evil and sinful ways of Satan that is the source of all pain, sorrows and suffering. I will soon crush him. This time of waiting is so that many more can be saved and that's what I need you to be doing. Tell others of my compassion, love and hope, show it to them through acts of kindness so that when the last person to accept me, confesses and embraces my salvation, my Father can give the call for me to come and bring you to our paradise! No more tears, no more sorrows, no more suffering, just joy.

Until then my child, I know you need to blame someone for all of it, so remember, brand it on your mind that it is The prince of lies who is the one who seeks to devour and destroy all that is good. Turn your righteous anger on him and your hope on me! Your pain will pass and you will be delivered. These trials are building in you, perseverance, endurance, patience.....See me for what I am, your refuge and source of love and compassion. I cover you with my mighty wing, I will refresh you, revive you and restore you if you will only draw near to me. I know how ugly and awful everything looks and feels to you right now but don't let that blind you to my love and promises. Whatever you go through......I go through it with you! You are not abandon nor alone. Love, Jesus  P.S. Never, never doubt my love for you.

Psalm 25:3, No one whose hope is in the Lord will ever be put to shame.

Romans 12:12, Be joyful in hope, patient in affliction, faithful in prayer.

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