There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Friday, January 13, 2012

Four Seasons of a Soul's Day

The best way to know life is to love many things.
Vincent Van Gogh

Picture your soul looking like this!
Four different areas but all beautiful together!
Unlike the seasons....our soul lives all four at the same time.
Isn't God amazing!
THE FOUR SEASONS OF A SOULS DAY......

MENTALLY

The last two days I've had enough relief from my pain to do a few things around the house and it felt wonderful! The diminished pain allowed joy to be all around me and I felt creative for the fist time in a long time! I worked on some design projects, did some little spa treatments on myself, cleaned, decorated, wrote and rested. My mind felt free and clear to explore and to create! I saw "in color" for the first time in a long time and it was phenomenal as my thoughts felt so alive!

EMOTIONALLY

I've had an opportunity to start a study with my husband and its steps are allowing us to discuss and share different viewpoints of areas of our relationship. It's funny how we think we know what another person is thinking or why they do or react the way they do. I'm finding that my husbands reactions are not aloof or uncaring but just the opposite, his quietness and calmness is many times just thoughtfulness or helplessness. He feels intimidated by the depths of my physical pain and emotional feelings so his response is to do acts of service by keeping everything together. We are seeing how gracious God is to bless one with the other! We are each others, other half! Can you imagine two of the same kind of people trying to co-habitate! We're learning to appreciate the differences and to listen to what the other person needs to say. It's a good thing :)

PHYSICALLY

A wonderful blessing happened this past week when I finally found a Holistic doctor that is helping me to recover health in my body again! Last year was miserable but I can look back and see the deep healing that God brought to my mind and soul through that down time. This year though, is a time for me to get my body healed and working again at a higher level! I'm excited about the new changes and I'm looking forward to a new facet of my life being revealed. I know that as my spirit heals so my body will follow, Proverbs 17:22 states, "A cheerful heart is good medicine but a crushed spirit dries up the bones." I carried a crushed spirit for a long time but now it's time for a cheerful heart! We are praying that my symptoms will begin to heal and stop progressing. By changing my attitudes, my diet, my reactions.........we're hoping that a healing process begins to afford me a more full and joyful life.

SPIRITUALLY

God wants your soul clean and healthy but so many people are not willing to clean that closet. Trust me, it is much more harmful to you and those around you to keep those coals burning in your soul than it is to ask God to reveal and heal them. The hard part is all the tremendous anxiety that we put ourselves through because of the fear we have regarding having to deal with it. The easiest part is opening that dark closet, turning on the light and seeing, that that step was actually the hardest part! The rest is just small steps in grace, as we get rid of the junk and only put back the good and healthy things.

Has someone crushed your spirit? Is there a dark closet in your soul? Do you have an issue or issues that you've just brushed aside but they are truly not resolved or at peace? Do you just bury your sorrows thinking that they can't hurt you now? They can and they will rot a hole in you! They will be at the root of who you are and how you act! Ask God to begin to help you deal with those issues and you will rise out of the dark and into a life in the light!

This year try to see yourself as four parts that make up a whole being with a soul. My dad used to say that if you would just keep those four things (mental, emotional, spiritual and physical) healthy and in balance then you would be a content and healthy person. He also told me that if we disrespect one of those areas then the other's would suffer and be weak. My dad was wise that way and it would be smart of us to heed his wisdom as we enter a new year. Take a look at each area and find what is good and what is not, then, smile at the good choices that you've made and begin to change (with God's help) the things that have been ignored. Make this a year of healing, smiling, joy, understanding and peace, not just for yourself but for those in your life too! GO, AND LOVE MANY THINGS, FOR JOY GROWS FROM LOVE!

Check each area of your life and soul against these fruits......

.....the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self control. Galatians 5:22,23


1 comment:

Gail Allen said...

Dee, haven't been to your blog in a while. Your Dad certainly was a wonderful man - and his wisdom has stayed with you! I love all you have to say for each "season" and I'm happy you are feeling better this year. Spiritually I need to work on my soul - my spirit has been broken at times, thus I'm not at peace some times. It's so much easier to bury it. Thank you for your wise words - they've given me a boost to work closer with the Lord! Love you, Gail