There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Monday, October 19, 2026

You are such a Square ⬜

Yes! A mature Christian is a square! We live lives with purpose, direction, stability as long as we keep our eyes on our Lord. Can you imagine playing a game of chess or checkers where the pieces were round instead of having a flat side at the bottom? Unless there's a divot to stabilize a round object (like a Chinese checker board), a round object will just be at the mercy of any whim, twitch, tilt or uncertainty etc. 

The only one able to hold a sphere perfectly in place is God. I believe in our immaturity we are sphere-shaped. However, as we surrender to the hand of God who is the artist of all life, he will chisel and sculpt us into beings that are no longer at the whim of every tilt. He will shape us into sculptures that are beautiful yet stable. He will square off a foundation for us so that we can be moved to our places of purpose and serve him with confidence. 

Does God just take us against our will and do this work? No he doesn't. We were created with free will and we can choose to be a rolling Stone who just reacts to wherever the tilt takes them. Or, we can live a life of purpose. A life that not only blesses us but blesses others. With a firm foundation chiseled by the hand of our loving God and a heart in us that longs to do his will, the grand designs of God can then begin to take their shape.

Are you willing to let God chisel and design you as you remain still with patience and trust? 

James 1:6, "But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind.