There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Tuesday, April 7, 2026

In the Waiting

I've been really affected by the weather as Winter lingers and Spring teases. This morning in my devotional the first sentence was, " The winds of March are often cruel and blustery. " That really hit me. So, I spent the morning asking the Lord to shake me out of my weather funk. I had to quit letting these outside circumstances affect me. It seems like all I've been doing is waiting for these winds to stop and for the sun to kiss the earth again. On the other hand I also realized that this weather has kept me inside and I've been doing so much reading, writing and drawing near to God. That has been the blessing of it and I need to be thankful for that. I need to stop complaining about the weather and be thankful for this time of rest. My anxious desire for birds chirping and flowers blooming will come in God's timing. It says in the book of Job that the Lord opens and closes the store houses of rain and snow. (Job 38:22).  I'm aware that how much rain we get in the spring determines what fall is going to look like with its beautiful colors. I'm also aware that God sends the wind to aerate these waters that fall. He knows how much to give and when to pull back. He knows what the earth needs. He knows what we need.

Our anxious thoughts can ruin the blessings that God wants to bring us. When we take our eyes off him and focus on the things around us, we actually allow our minds to become like the violent winds.

The winds outside may be violent but because I turned to God, I now have a heart that is still and at peace. A heart that is full to overflowing with gratitude and has hope for what's ahead instead of anxiety in the now. 

Job 38: 36-38 "Who endowed the heart with wisdom or gave understanding to the mind? Who has the wisdom to count the clouds? Who can tip over the water jars of the heavens when the dust becomes hard and the clods of earth stick together?" 

I encourage you to read, " Job, chapters 38-42. You will never be the same. 

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