There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Wednesday, March 11, 2026

It's Laundry Day

Do you ever wonder why certain thoughts roll around in your head over and over, day after day, month after month... It seems like they just won't go away. I believe this is God's way of helping us process injustice. 

Nothing in life hurts more than rejection and unfairness. They seem to stick stronger than any glue in our minds and prove to be the hardest to resolve. 

In my prayers this morning I was addressing this topic with the Lord. He put in my mind a vision of a washing machine and spoke to me that these thoughts that roll around in our head can be cleansed through his Holy Spirit. Our mind is like the washing machine and the Holy Spirit agitates these thoughts. (Jesus is the detergent). Allowing God to begin a healing process. The more we surrender any bitterness, resentment, unforgiveness etc., the faster the washing cycle goes. These thoughts roll around in our head because we, in our spirit of "self",  have a hard time trusting God to bring justice to these situations. The act of us holding onto these thoughts and toying with them is our prideful instinct to think that we can get justice somehow. That we can rush the process along because we just simply want to feel better. We don't want to feel the pain of the situation any longer than we have to. It's all about him, not we or us or me. We only have the ability to be tormented by our thoughts. Whereas, he is fully able to renew our mind.

God, in his great wisdom, patiently waits for us to wear ourselves out. Then, when we have exhausted ourselves and we finally turn to him, he will release the pause button and continue the wash cycle. The sooner we surrender the quicker he cleans that stuff out of us. 

What torments your brain, then,  vexes your heart and then, cripples your purpose. Surrender is the key that unlocks the door to freedom. 

Galatians 5:1, "For it is for freedom that Christ has set you free! Stand firm then, and do not let yourself be burdened again by a yoke of slavery." 

In my prayers this morning I asked God to remove pieces of flesh, my selfish flesh from my heart and to replace it with the flesh of his heart. I basically am so tired from battling these thoughts. It's such a relief to just fall into his arms. 

Do you trust him to catch you?
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