There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Psalm Fourteen

The foolish and the righteous are like night and day, Romans 15:5b says, "Apart from Me (God) you can do nothing (meaning nothing righteous). In Psalm 14 there is a clear and distinctive line drawn that identifies each of these choices, and yes, it is a choice. We can choose to walk in the light of love, wisdom, grace, salvation....or we can choose to stumble in the darkness and try to "do life" on our own. One choice is self-focused and the other is God-focused, and which one we choose will determine not only how we go through life but where we go after our earthly life! When considering our eternal salvation it would be wise to choose righteousness rather than making a foolish decision, but on the other hand we can be saved and yet make foolish choices.

Verse 6 especially stood out to me this week, as it reads, "Evildoers frustrate the plans of the poor, BUT the Lord is their refuge." Oh, what a week I had! It wasn't horrible as far as any catastrophic or imminent trouble but it was aggravating and frustrating! In my journal I wrote, "I'm going from patience to fury in seconds as my spirit feels shaky, vexed and edgy. The cloudy day should be bringing a sense of coolness to my skin, but rather it's muggy and unsettling and my skin feels like there's a thousand tiny needles poking into it!. I feel self-conscience and my head is tightening as if it's in a vise! I'm dropping everything, bumping into and banging into everything, my bangs keep falling in my eyes, the back of my neck is hot, nothing is going right and I feel creepy and out of sorts! Where is the nice lady that I was becoming through Christ? She seems to have run off and left her ugly, angry twin behind and everything she should be praying about is spewing out of her mouth! Ahhhhhh!"

I often picture a certain scenario when I feel that way...."I'm walking down the center of a prison block, cells line the sides filled with every bad thing! In one cell is aggravation, in another is heat, then pride, discouragement, pain, anger, bitterness, resentment, fury, confusion, hunger, thirst, jealousy, envy.....They are all screaming, yelling, swiping at me and poking me as I walk down the corridor." This scene is a metaphor of life! This earthly walk takes us "through" the center isle of all kinds of trials and the spiritual enemies of God can try to torment us but we have a choice whether to walk the corridor knowing victory or knowing fear! Yes, the evildoers WILL frustrate the plans of the poor, BUT the Lord is their refuge!

Children of God....each battle is hard fought in His name and may not look to you as if it was won, BUT every battle He fights with and for us is won! Victors not victims! So, when the enemies begin a new campaign to frighten us, cause us to doubt or to bring out the worst in us, we must put on the armor of God and trust Him more and more each time. Through each struggle He will build into our characters a maturity that will less and less question His steadfast and immutable power!

Steps that can help:
  • Pray daily for the Holy Spirit to enable you!
  • Identify the hostile intruder as soon as possible!
  • Have a scripture to battle every attack!
  • Ask for intercessory prayer!
  • Put on praise music or sing worship songs!
  • See God as the all powerful Victor that He is!
  • Rest if you are tired!
  • Carry on after making sure you're hydrated and fed!
  • Walk "in" the Spirit and keep growing and maturing.
When you do fall...don't be so hard on yourself. As long as you're growing, you're heading in the right direction! Due to His grace, love, mercy, wisdom....all we can do is fall less often and for shorter periods of time! Acknowledge and keep a thoughtful record of your growth so the lies of the enemy cannot take you down and make you think otherwise! Apart from Him we can do nothing and through Him we can do all things!

Read Romans 7:15-25 and chapter 8. We are more than conquerors through Him who loved us! Rom 8:37

~The Lord is our Refuge~

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