There is a Time for Every Season Under Heaven. Ecclesiastes 3:1

As the years have gathered my days, I've grown. I have come to a point in my life where I truly enjoy God! I let Him love me and I love Him back! I let Him comfort me and I then go and comfort others. I don't blame God any more but, I see Him in everything! The journey IS life, we will never arrive as long as we walk on this earth so I've learned to see each day, each moment as a chapter in my life's journal whether it be a great day or a dark season, God is in it with me.

I'm also aware that the enemy is always prowling about with one mission in mind, to rob me of my joy and to get me to doubt God. There are times when I lend ear to the whispered lies and I become ensnared. Not for the long lengths of time as when I was younger and thought God was responsible for pain and suffering. I've grown in the grace and knowledge of my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ and I find myself falling much less and for shorter periods of time. That's because I read God's Word each day and I have a personal relationship with Him!

I have struggled with worthlessness because of the things that happened to me in my life. Growing and healing is a process and He is teaching me about many things that I look forward to sharing! This blog is a place for my thoughts to find their voice! I hope you enjoy visiting here just as if you were going to a friends house.

Jesusdeevah is a name I chose because it reminds me that I am set apart, special, precious and treasured by my Father in Heaven! So much that He sent His only beloved Son, Jesus, to suffer and die for me! Then, on the third day He rose from the grave and conquered sin and death so that I could be with Him forever! The lie is that I'm worthless, the truth is that I am worth dying for!

John 3:16,17... For God so loved the world that He gave His only Son so that whosoever believes in Him shall not perish but have eternal life! God did not send His Son into the world to condemn it but to save it!

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Monday, September 29, 2025

Kind Love

 I have a saying, "If you are doing ungodly speech and behavior with less intensity and less frequency then you are growing. Praise God for that growth. If you're anything like me, you probably put too much pressure on yourself to be perfect. When we constantly feel like we are letting God down, we are actually giving glory to the enemy. God never expected us to be perfect! That's why Jesus went to the cross. This sounds like such a simple message but think about how many times you choose to live according to your own abilities and strengths. That is pride. We are called to live in God's grace. It's such a beautiful word filled with so much kindness.

Have you ever gone to church and for months they will talk about what we need to do, what we should be doing, how we are not living up to the standard of God's Word, etc... Then, this special gift shows up one Sunday morning and some guest speaker will simply talk about God's grace. You feel your shoulders relax, a smile forms on your face, you feel this spring of refreshment bubbling up in your spirit and your heart feels loved and happy for the first time in a long time. 

Today, have your own service with God. Look up scriptures about his love for you and about His grace. Soak it in and carry it in your heart and mind all day. Memorize the words he speaks over you about his unconditional love. He is the Savior NOT you. Release it all unto him and feel the freedom of living under grace and not legalism. Breath deep, in then out, over and over, play worship songs, dance, sing, relax... Don't worry about ANYTHING but trust him with ALL your concerns. This actually sounds like something we should do often. Giving ourselves a break from it all once in awhile. That's how we think but God actually wants us to live like this everyday. 

Why is it so hard for us to feel this freedom? Why is our default to always go back to stress, control, juggling too many things, worrying... Spend time with your friend and Savior and let him speak to you through his Word about this. We should all be growing and changing in ways that please our Lord but not under a cloud of shame. We should be doing it in a Spirit of Joy. Pull away from the world and draw near to God. He is waiting for us with open arms and a heart of pure, tender love.

John 1:16, From his fullness we all received grace upon grace.

2 Timothy 2;1, You therefore, my child, be strengthened in the grace that is in Christ Jesus.

Romans 6;4, Sin will not have dominion over you. For you are not under law, but under grace.

Galatians 2:21, I don't reject the grace of God, for if righteousness is through the law, then Christ died for nothing!

1 Corinthians 15:10, But by the grace of God I am what I am. His grace which was given to me was not futile...

Jeremiah 31:3, ...I have loved you with an everlasting love: I have drawn you with unfailing kindness.

Lamentations 3:22-23, The steadfast love of the Lord never ceases: his mercies never come to an end: they are new every morning: great is his faithfulness.

May we all learn to LIVE IN HIS GRACE and stop trying to earn it. Breath in JOY. In Jesus name. Amen

Sunday, September 28, 2025

He is in it

Today's message is going to be short but powerful. In my study this morning it asked me if I believe what God says. And then it asked me if I believe what God says when I am in pain. I had to think about that. My pain always triggered my immaturity that God was not with me. That he pulled away because I wasn't Worthy or I wasn't important etc. But through pain God has taught me and matured me in his Word that he never leaves me or forsakes me. That I can crawl under his wing and that he is a refuge for me! That I am so worthy he gave his life for me. That his thoughts toward me everyday are more than the grains of sand. That I am the apple of his eye. That the Son of God literally intercedes on my behalf and prays for me everyday, all day.

Think of the Bible stories that go with these examples. God is in the Lion's den. God is in the prison. God is in the fire. God is in the open sea. God is in the pit. God is in the desert. Reading and understanding your Bible every day is what will make you fearless in those times when it looks or feels like God is not there. 

2 Timothy 2:13, "If we are faithless, he remains faithful. For he cannot deny himself"

James 4:8, "Draw near to God and He will draw near to you."